Phew!!
Oh my God!! My life is so friggin' useless right now! I have nothing to do....so I spend my entire time just doing this or that. And doing this and that includes just reading books and novels (not even the daily newspapers!), walking for more than an hour in the park daily, eating, sleeping (a loooooooooot!), watching lots of movies and Takeshi's Castle and F.R.I.E.N.D.S, and spending the entite night online, chatting with pals and giving them good advice. :)
Phew!! Though I am kind of enjoying the free time right now. I slogged a lot while preparing for ACJ. There wasn't a moment when I wouldn't feel guilty if I had slept for an extra fifteen minutes. And it seemed like the alarm in my mobile phone was in a state of constant beep-beep. I would just gobble down my food and hit the books again. My brown old diary (which contained nuggets of information collected over a period of two years), my new black diary (again containing valuable nuggets of information, albeit more updated and recent ones!), the big fat Manorama Yearbook (which was like my constant companion!), tons and tons of newspapers (especially The Hindu editorials!), a grammar book, and loads of other tomes and almanacs and I-know-not-what. It felt like I was climbing a mountain. And it appeared like the summit was just a bit high up and could be scaled by putting in all the efforts I could manage.
And now I am enjoying the respite before the interview sessions dawn. Which will only happen if I clear my written exams. I am hoping for the best though I don't wanna hope too much. Because if you fail, you tend to feel very depressed and dejected. So I am prepared for the worst, the eventuality - of working. Though I think I am not yet ready to work - both physically and mentally. Physically - because I am the biggest procrastinator and the laziest person in the whole, wide world.I can beat anyone easily where procrastinating is concerned. Mentally - I am not yet prepared for the endless drudgery and the hours you have to put in to stay at the top of your career. I. AM. SIMPLY. NOT.READY!!
Phew!! Though I am kind of enjoying the free time right now. I slogged a lot while preparing for ACJ. There wasn't a moment when I wouldn't feel guilty if I had slept for an extra fifteen minutes. And it seemed like the alarm in my mobile phone was in a state of constant beep-beep. I would just gobble down my food and hit the books again. My brown old diary (which contained nuggets of information collected over a period of two years), my new black diary (again containing valuable nuggets of information, albeit more updated and recent ones!), the big fat Manorama Yearbook (which was like my constant companion!), tons and tons of newspapers (especially The Hindu editorials!), a grammar book, and loads of other tomes and almanacs and I-know-not-what. It felt like I was climbing a mountain. And it appeared like the summit was just a bit high up and could be scaled by putting in all the efforts I could manage.
And now I am enjoying the respite before the interview sessions dawn. Which will only happen if I clear my written exams. I am hoping for the best though I don't wanna hope too much. Because if you fail, you tend to feel very depressed and dejected. So I am prepared for the worst, the eventuality - of working. Though I think I am not yet ready to work - both physically and mentally. Physically - because I am the biggest procrastinator and the laziest person in the whole, wide world.I can beat anyone easily where procrastinating is concerned. Mentally - I am not yet prepared for the endless drudgery and the hours you have to put in to stay at the top of your career. I. AM. SIMPLY. NOT.READY!!
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