Everyday stuff.
Life, for now, seems to be extremely complicated. And nothing seems to be going right. Work, home, relationship, brain - everything seems to be totally messed up at the moment.
Job - no satisfaction, have realised it's a dead end that will take me nowhere and lead me down a path that will bring me neither money nor name. Want to quit as soon as I find something better, something that lets me write and express myself (which I do on my blog for now). In hindsight, maybe I should have taken up the Hindu offer in Chennai. That would have been beneficial monetarily and I would have been closer to Bangalore. All problems seem to be cropping up right now, when I am in the midst of this 45-day schedule that will sap my energy away. With a house-hunt on the cards as well, my days are full. I go home at night, tired and without a thought in my head. Unwilling to talk, unwilling to even think.
Job - no satisfaction, have realised it's a dead end that will take me nowhere and lead me down a path that will bring me neither money nor name. Want to quit as soon as I find something better, something that lets me write and express myself (which I do on my blog for now). In hindsight, maybe I should have taken up the Hindu offer in Chennai. That would have been beneficial monetarily and I would have been closer to Bangalore. All problems seem to be cropping up right now, when I am in the midst of this 45-day schedule that will sap my energy away. With a house-hunt on the cards as well, my days are full. I go home at night, tired and without a thought in my head. Unwilling to talk, unwilling to even think.
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