Beep Beep!

Apu always says nothing good can happen when you're drunk. Just throw away the phone, lock away the damn thing. S pings at night wanting to talk, don't respond. You know he's drunk. You know he's wasted. You know he'll say things he will definitely regret later and then things will get awkward. He'll dredge up the past to make you feel good, shower you with compliments (when he's drunk/stoned), expect you to respond right back, and then things will start to change. You'll realise why it was never meant to happen and why things did not work out as expected even though he still argues you're the One. You knew it would never have lasted, that journey was never meant to be. You live with the question 'What if?', not because you have feelings but because you're almost a 30-year-old with a hopeless future and an even more hopeless love life. You're the Liz Lemon, minus the high-paying job, celebrity, and a Jack Donaghy to steady the ship.

Song of the Night: Toothless (Kairos)