an apt description.

Juda hoke bhi tu mujh mein kahin baaki hai,
palkon mein banke aansun tu chali aati hai,
juda hoke bhi....

Waise zinda hoon ae zindagi bin tere main
dard hi dard baaki raha hai seene mein
saans lena bhar hi yahaan jeena nahi hai
ab toh aadat si hai mujhko aise jeene mein,
Juda hoke bhi tu mujh mein kahin baaki hai,
palkon mein banke aansun tu chali aati hai...

Saath mere hai tu har pal shab ke andhere mein
paas mere hai tu har pal ujale savere mein
dil se dhadkan bhula dena aasaan nahi hai
ab toh aadat si hai mujhko aise jeene mein
Juda hoke bhi tu mujh mein kahin baaki hai,
palkon mein banke aansun tu chali aati hai...

Yeh jo yaadein hain, sabhi kaatein hain,
bhula do inhe, kata do inhe....
Ab toh aadat si hai mujhko......