Thoughts, and then some more.

Sometimes you need to move on and not give things a thought. And you need to take stock of your life and not have it screwed by people around you. I have learnt --- you are what you are (though in some harsh circumstances, but what the hell, i learnt it nevertheless. Better late than never!) You need to watch out for people who pull you down, who have a problem letting you be what you are, who you are. You don't want to be mentally deranged or troubled all the time. Or fainting and retching most of the time. Or be stricken with terrible headaches that will only make the world think you are a moaning pansy. And so it is best not to disclose your illnesses or something that is afflicting you. I have been a very healthy person generally (knock knock! Touch wood!) But things lately have been leading me to some other world where I am not all right, both mentally and physically. And I do not wanna end up with something on my mind all the time. So I'd say --- just fuck it. Be yourself. Never shut up and harbour any illusions of any sort of permanence. Life isn't. People won't stay forever. Enjoy life while it lasts. Everyone doesn't get one.